BS.com (re)launched/trail

Hi,

I have a mixed feeling today. I love the new website, BritneySpears.com. I love it and there is all I need to say out it. She's taking this so serious and personal. We've never, EVER gotten a personal approach like this. The video blog and everything, its amazing. Its great to feel like your special, even though you know she's not only talking to you but she's also talking to a couple of million other fans. But it still feels great.

What doesn't feel so great is the fact that theres this thing going on in my head. Its a bad feeling. The lisence trial is about to end and I don't have a good feeling about it. It seems like they're repeating the possibility of 6 months jail so much. Its too strange to me. What if she does get 6 months? I'll go crazy. That would really be God messing with her and our head. Just when things start to fall into place again. Just now. Damn. Anyway, I really don't know what to think or what not to think. Besides the fact that I can't stay up and I don't want to stay up for this stuff. Its too late now and it could take a couple of hours. Even though it said they're waiting on updates and the descision could be made any minute now, it could be any hour too. I'll just go to bed and log in tomorrow, hoping for the best.

To be honest, I think it would really be stupid if she would have to go to jail for that. Yes, she shoudn't have done that. And yes, she should have had a licence, there is no way. But they'd be kind of overreacting, don't you think? Of course, who am I? I'm not even from the USA. ha.

This is worse than waiting for anything like the VMA's or a video etc.. Because you don't know what to expect at all. Will it be good? Well, it won't. Duh. But will she have to go to jail? I'm frightened. I can't say yes, or I can't say no because I don't have that kind of insight on things like that. But damn it, I really hope not. Give her a ticket. Give her a huge ticket so she'll never forget anymore. But jail? Are you forreal?


Love,
Emily

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